| its been a long long time since i updated...
o well.. nobody's reading anyway...
so it doesn't really matter.. i have had great days since i've been back...
and the best one would be my birthday...
nth beats spending time with good friends... but although there were good times...
there wasn't exactly much...
too many things to pick up...
too many things to think about...
too many responsibilities back on my shoulders...
and also... too many expectations to be once again met... we always long for the things u cannot have don't we...
its back to the u're not doing anything at home...
you're not even helping out...
wat can u do right... parents... they are the only one who probably have the right to run u down that way...
parents... also probably the only one u lose ur temper with... all of a sudden... once again.. i feel like moving out of the house and have my own life...
but i guess tat won't happen until i'm out of the country and complaining tat i'm missing home...
or i'm married and hating the life a married woman... randomness with no point towards the blogging... |
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| starting to miss home..
not because tat i dun enjoy going places and stuff...
but its more of...
its not done leisurely..
forced to get out of the house and stuff..
it takes the fun out of the vacation..
even worse when u are alone... haix haix... THIS IS HOME TRULY WHERE I NOE I MUST BE!!! |
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| 19岁，再见
五年前的一个寒冬，有个少年在这里，等了她一夜。而她，没有来。他，因为她没来死了。封淡昔由此恨她，诱惑她，为的就是报复她。昨天还在亲密接吻的人，今天就遥远得再也够不着。封淡昔，这个突然出现在生命里的男子，像美玉一样无瑕，是自己生平第一个喜欢上的异性，却偏偏，不爱她。而她毫无印象的另一个男孩，却那样深情地凝望过她。如果这一切叫做因果轮回，是她的报应的话，那么，老天也实在太会玩弄人，竟可以让一个人的心，折腾到这样支离破碎的地步。凄清的灯光照在日记上，伴随着她的目光，就那样慢慢地走进一个19岁少年的内心…… 永生之年，她想她绝对不会忘记，有一个男孩，那样热烈而无声地爱过她。“其实，我也那样爱过呢……”她望着旭日，扬起唇角，笑得沧桑，“我爱你哥哥，我把你曾经给我的那些爱，用同样的方式还予了你的哥哥。”
大约是爱
一开始或许是逢场作戏，可是随着纠缠的不断深入，不论是不甘亦或不屑，真真假假模糊了视线。问世间情为何物，那些经历过的喜怒哀乐，大约是爱。
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| What is your love language???My Result:
Physical Touch
Now- this has nothing to do with being "intimate". What you'd REALLY like is just for your mate to hold your hand, or give you a hug now and then. Simply being so close that you are touching makes you feel immediately comfortable. You love it when your mate puts their arm around you, or touches your face before they kiss you. No matter how many times your mate may tell you they love you, there is nothing like when they simply put their hand on your leg while watching tv. Try to find out what your mate's love language is and see how they are trying to communicate love to you. Let them know what your love language is so that they can communicate love more effectively!i think its true......
muahahha... |
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| wanted to share those precious moments...
moments that i'm lucky i didn't tk for granted... i enjoyed yesterday...
to the maximum...
i was truly happy... yet i still wanted more...
i got greedy for happiness...
thus the dissappointment... |
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